d for dilemma

it will soon be 3 years that i have been part of dhwani. and while it has certainly been a joyride thus far, i find it has me constantly struggling to firm my stance on the ideal state of affairs - for us as a group. whether to meet twice a week or just once, whether to give everyone a chance to sing or to completely disallow a compromise on quality, to perform or not to perform, and so on. it is constantly a challenge to be fair and unjudgmental, to be unbiased - on all counts, to be unemotionally dedicated. a character-building experience, no doubt, as i struggle to find harmony among my thoughts.